Dull n sad is the word

my life?
is being so dull and sad lately.No, actually since i enter coll, 2008 was the worst year to be honest for some reason..which sometimes i remember it,thought i could forget it but deep down inside it keep flashing back..that wound in my heart that is done by "him" cant be patch up anymore..

however,
things seems to get better after that
...but i don feel really happy about it

well at least i m satisfied
hope it will be much more better soon =)